To you, my love, everything I am and everything I feel.
Although you do not know it and I did not tell you when you fall asleep you stay with a piece of my life. It is look like we were fixed linking yours to mine, and after closing the eyes abducted something from me, to retain what was received and hid it behind your eyelids protecting asleep. So my wishes are struggling to recover because even recognize what is proper is but a moral responsibility must be disarmed before something stronger and immense that invades only when I look at you in your boat. Choose running out to change anything if you stay with me. Once you're a prisoner of the dreams and night I can only hope to wake you to recover what belongs to me but since you know you belong to you even more. And then to not get sad, sad to lose him like a kitten orphan - when you open your eyes I'll take what I give you mine but ours as ours is better because it is both and is tailor made you look and smile. And if you do not say nothing but good day and it slowly is because I have fear of breaking the spell. All this is true even if you do not know it and I did not tell you about it.
Although you do not know and I do not understand the nights we find separate sleep with you even if you have at hand. Are not your arms is their absence that embraces me. Are not your kisses is your memory that wakes me up in the morning. I do not know how or why but you are to where you're not. Not born one night when we separated and I miss you. And the day dawns half, for half or incomplete, each time I find myself without you with me. That's why I called from my bed where the day just because I want to tell you about as transparent as possible to that line that divides the world of the abyss, I stayed awake. I look out and frame your number. I hear you and me out of fear. Short and cross the portal took me quiet because every word I said, every kiss that you put invisible wings to arrive on time and destination. I could not let go even if I wanted to give me everything since I met you. It's more than you think it is. You're both. All this happens even if you do not know it and I do not understand.
Although you do not see it all and I see it all scares me every time I love you more. Sometimes I can not sleep looking for the formula for eternal times when we're together. I try to find the exact word, that tells you everything I feel. You do not need to say or think, I know that they are neither accurate nor ideal. I know that there is no term that is because there is no term in the fit so much meaning. But still I try. Because even if you do not see it all and I see it all scares me every time I love you more.
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